Holly and Christian TEAMWORK!!!

So today I'm like working on my blog and this wonderful thing we call "internet" decides to reboost! So immediately I'm all freaking out because what if the spectacular blogs I was just writing weren't saved! So I attempt to log back into blogspot.com and it just doesn't work. I try it like 4 times and by this point I'm just getting frustrated. I raise my hand to get the beautiful Mrs. Onkst's attention.
"Ms. Onkst. Since this stupid computer decides to restart itself, it won't let me log in!"
"Christian, I'm going to take another lap around and you see if you can figure this out all by yourself. And if you can't, I'll just pat you on the  back until it works."
"Oh, I'll do it," My good friend Holly chimes in.
So Holly begins patting my back as I spell out the letters to my email address. I type in my password saying a quick prayer. And then, IT WORKS!!!!
I'm like, "Omg Holly! You're amazing"
And this is why my not so good morning, turned out to be great!

"A Difficult Decision"

Life itself can be a difficult decision. As a senior in high school it's all abot figuring out what I want to do with the rest of my life. Since I was 11 I've wanted to be an actress, and since I was 12 I've wanted to go to Spelman College. My parents support my dreams. Honestly, they do. But sometimes I feel like they'd rather me go to a less expensive school or major in somthing more practical. Such as some sort of science field or maybe even math since I'm so good at it. And I don't want to put myself or my parents in more debt than they already are. I'm the kind of person who follows their heart. I feel as if Spelman is really where I'm supposed to go. If that is so, I know God will open the doors to make that happen. So why I worry and stress about it, I don't really know. I just really don't want to make the wrong decision and screw over my life. Then again, how do you know if something works for you unless you try it? So I'm going to go for it and have no regrets. I won't look back, at least I hope not to. And maybe my dreams were/are practical afterall. No regrets...I'm going for it...no regrets!

The Crowded Room

A bed, dresser, armour, half bath
5 people
2 windows
no air
no life
unforgettable

Noone could talk
Only tears came streaming down our faces
What seemed  impossible
Was becoming so real
In this newly found
Crowded room

4 years a go
It happened, but
It feels like yesterday
Yes the thought still haunts me
In the crowded room

Took awhile
For my life to continue
Sleepless nights
Running away
To escape the fights

The crowded room
It finally opened up
My heart slowly mended
And the wounds healed
And slowly, very slowly
I'm forgettting the crowded room

The light is beginning to return
And I'm less frightened
More and more everyday
I guess you could say
That the problem has escaped