Friday, February 18, 2011

"Love or Whatever"

Step Up

You seriously need to
BE HONEST
Stop feeding me lies
and leading me on
Step up

Tell me how you feel
Deep, deep down inside
It really doesn't matter
how hurtful it is
Step up

I can handle the truth
I'm a big girl
I may cry for a while
But I will get over it
Step up

Step up and be a man
Quit hiding from me
Ignoring me & bewildering me
Cause that hurts worst of all
STEP UP

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Venting

Sometimes it seems like no one understands me!! And I can't really blame them because they haven't sat where I sat. I had to give up the second greatest thing in my life this year because of surgery. I devoted three  years into marching band and I just had to say goodbye. Being in band kept me from taking P.E before this year. So since I've had restrictions since April, I couldn't take it this year either. I've been working on my health credit online. I'm really grateful that I still got the chance to get my credit, but it's just really annoying. I hate doing it. Some people think I have no right to complain about it because I could just not get the credit, or have to come back next year. To me though, I have every right to be upset. I had a 5 hour surgery, had no summer, missed my first prom, didn't get to do any of the things my friends got to do, gave up marching band, and couldn't run, jump, lift, or twist for and entire year. I have severe pain when it just rains, I don't get to go party with my friends, or go bowling, or swim. I was made to miss out on EVERYTHING! So don't tell me I should be positive or be more grateful. I never say anything to anybody. I didn't for like 6 months. I just cried to myself, or wrote about it, like I'm doing now. I never got that chance to be vocal. Do me a favor and PLEASE leave me alone and just let me have my pity party. I deserve that much don't I?

Friday, February 4, 2011

"Around the World"

My sister traveled around the world in 2010. She went to 11 countries in 11 months, on a mission trip. I personally think that is so radical. It really says a lot when you give up your comfort, family, and friends to help other people.
Her and her teammates could only eat  off of one dollar a day. WOW! That's what I call sacrifice! I really missed my sister a lot while she was gone. I don't know, my sister and I are extremely close. We argue a lot and bicker. But at the end of the day I know that she is the one person I can depend on to be there for me.

Least favorite Vignette

My little sister, Sally is my heart. I dreamt about her for seven months. I still remember when mom told Perer and me she was having a baby. That day I told God I wanted a little sister. I mush have been good that year because God surly gave me what I asked for. Let me tell you, she's the greatest blessing I ever received. Sally gave me the push I needed to tell on my step dad. Sally changed my life. Simple as that.

One-syllable vignette

My mom and step dad got hitched when I was three. My dad and mom split when I was born. It was good that mom found love. I loved him too, at first. Then he touched me night and night. the first night was worst of them all. I was sleep in my bed, and he came in. He pulled my sheet back and shook me.
"Wake up Drey, I need you."
"What is it Dad?" I said dad back then, since mine was not in my life.
That is when he pulled up my shirt and rubbed my back. He pulled down muy pants and hurt me! I cried and cried, and yelled stop. I knew tis was not right at age four. The next night he came back, and the next night too! I said I would tell mom, but he said she would say I lied. As much as it hurt, I did not tell. I felt so gross. One day, I could not take it. I was nine years old. I picked up the phone and called "9-1-1". That day I felt good for the first time since I was three. He went to jail and mom still loved me.

"Terror"

Once upon a time there was this ugly, horrible, awful, stupid, lame, and droll town named Nicholasville. In this town there was overall droll and terrible school called East Jessamine's School of Awfulness, ran my a floating talking purple pumpkin, with crossed eyes. It rode an ugly unicorn and made sure all the beautiful and smart students miserable. Christian, a girl who went to that school experienced a truly awful moment! She had asked her amazing friend Sinjin the Great, to write her a story about ms. Onkst. When Ms. Onkst heard this request, she posered her ultimate move, a face that inskilled pure terror to her foes. so the lovely Ms. Onkst released this look, and only one word could describe what happened. FATALITY!!! Now that's true terror.

*This story is made from the wonderful Sinjin Peddicord!!*

"Road You're Travelling On"

This road I'm travelling on
It ain't easy and it ain't straight
Has some curves and some bumps
but never would I trade this path

My life is no where near simple
In fact its hard
I have tests and trials
Temptations to overcome

Some take the easy road
Straight to their goal
Without lessons learned
And not even a fight

But because of my hard times
Because of my pain
Because of the obstacles
I truly became me